Self- Reflection

Self- Reflection

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What is a readable, people on social media like short posts

Often don’t have time, just scan & read full when interested.

Long anthologies are available, but men cut some parts & post

May be relevant parts taken, one needs time for bulky material.

Very few are able to churn crux from large texts by connoisseurs

Only serious readers are able to underline & take appropriates.

Short couplets of greater authors become popular over the time

Ordinary have scary reading habits, groped in daily affairs of life.

Reading demands to be minimum curious & seriously inclined

We only know self by study others, yes each one is same inside.

Reading opens to wide world outside, many times we’re unaware

It is also we know but don’t express, or extension of our thinking.

Great writers, seers & artists are simplifiers, orate people’s minds

People find them just own copy, broadly all inner landscape is one.

Writers don’t bother how many will read, mainly write for selves

It is inner burning desire, coming out in the form of built words.

One can delve that spirit in self also, and ignite own awakening

Melon changes color on seeing others, we gain from ambiance.

What one writes in a particular time, also does not much know

Not much mind application, words out-pour after some time but.

But that often is true self-reflection; solace makes each bit of self

It may need some correction/editing, but nearly as original stuff.

All don’t write with same talent, writer has passion of things

He often has a marked interest & builds writing towards that.

It is also taking handy material, I amaze how they gather large

People are fed up with own triviality & try with big ventures.

What is this life of self, if it just passed with scarce material

Be open to great available avenues & a part of great cosmos.

Ultimate aim of life is connection with vast enormity around

When all seem own stuff only, we come out of all ignorance.

Thinkers, artists loose self-first & elope in bigger other them

When humble & receivables, things start cumulating for them.

It is self-emptiness, which gives space for superior to come

Whoever dares & gives time to self, will be in better position.

When we read giants, try to raise self to see through their eyes 

We hold their fingers for support & turn strong over the time.

Connection with bigger, certainly strengthens us from inside

Coming into contact of such is good opportunity to improve.

My life is also little such, at times try to connect with stalwarts

My writing mainly through this dairy also becomes repository.

Though has only few colors, but I should try to fill in vividness

Read a bit more to improve & write on subjects of many tastes.

Not to be a just consumer, but to produce for world colleagues

May be I am appreciated or not, I should try my best possible.

Don't be content so easily with self, but work more to improve

Try vivid subjects with heart into, eyes opened to fill in quality.

Enact with more stuff, see how Amitav Ghosh takes novel project

He does field work, gathers data & construct plot with many hues.

It is not simply copy or paste, or evoke out from the read material

But own work plays in middle, offers a fine story before readers.

So I should also try best to be of self-little, better worked upon

And give world what I can construct, life is just to give & take.

Pawan Kumar,

10th November, 2018 Time 23:54 Mid-night 

(From my dairy 24th March, 2017 Time 8:43 A.M.)

Cosmos Person

Cosmos Person

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What to wait for, none comes for rescue or takes liabilities.

This life is entity & fieldwork, and grows if you're serious.

Kabir says it a precious diamond, you turn into cowrie

Why to belittle it by ill-acts, when can make marvelous.

People do great works with this life & grow into superb

They use every iota purposefully with big goal in mind.

What you want to be in future, give some thought over it

Already attained 50 years age, half past is not small period.

How can you be silent on issues crucial to society & self

Analyze & clearly speak, though see mood of waves also.

How much youth is realized in self, what activities speak

Make mind-body quite healthy, exercise a routine matter.

Body needs be quite agile, no laziness to the smallest core

It lasts more with motions, make healthy life style a habit.

Nobody can command your life, merely learn good ways

Befriend best books/ideas, men are wonderful in writings.

General talks may be paltry, but best in thinking-writing 

Reading is better than gossiping, a good stuff in little time.

Ordinarily we push time, but concentrate when conscious

That paves to good ideas to practice & beneficial to others.

Solitariness grows a man to great height, if he can sit silently

Mixed mind-body acts transform environment into positive.

What is goal of world, everyone fights or acts in own way

He wants to succeed in tasks in hand, puts full force in it.

Recognition for strong disposition, victory in realms chosen

Show power of winning hearts, not always denouncing critics.

What is the life’s priority, at least first I need to choose fields

Do only what comes to mind, earlier thought also vanishes.

How to grow into a giant when even don't know shallowness

It is only when am consistent, losing focus dissipates energy.

Think some life’s best goals, write them in BOLD LETTERS

Then there are no futile stoppages, life is in only movements.

DEFINE priorities & goals, chart out Action Plan for success 

Being Omni-person is better, forego even own petty-greatness.

Be colossus like a tree, giving shade, fruits, flowers & beauty

Demeanor to enchant a pious song, presence filling in ecstasy.

Be a good leader of marvelous, set an example of own persona

People slowly emulate good deeds, serious will be successful.

Think global & look into burning issues inimical to society 

Does world-coming transforms even little, had I not be here?

I am an entity in self, quite unique & can make some space  

Not to repent but acting highly, change as great predecessors.

Why silent, weak or depressed & not voicing for betterment

Mouth for mankind’s concerns, develop notably some harmony.

Be an aware world citizen, how best majority of people can live

Have aim to respect for all lives, many smiles on more faces. 

Choose aspects to raise humanity, don't think just as little souls

Complimentary in mutual hopes, unitedly be great men of value.

Raise good citizens out of youngsters, seeing world with hope

Artificial gaps of creed, caste, religion ought vanish from minds.

Now a COSMOS person, will do some conscious doable acts

Will find some niche in world’s scenario, some activism in soul.

Pawan Kumar,

20th October, 2018 Time 00:33 Mid-night

(From my Dairy 5^th March’ 2017, 9:00 A.M.)

Challenging Limitations

Challenging Limitations

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What we need to do to bring out best from our inner depths

Pearls are laid in deep inside, not fully benefiting from them.

We've wealth but unable to utilize, spending ability is freedom

Having knowledge but not sharing, results in dying natural death.

Some resources definitely are given, but how do we realize them

Some external or in-built in thoughts, both quite complimentary.

All have blessed wealth by almighty, may be of one type or other

Few self-worked hard to strength & enhance whatever little had.

In first instance self-help is best, just make up your mind to excel

None can be in your shoes; wake up & self-win world’s tight race.

Different powers are say lands, money, authority or knowledge

And skills, dependence, trust, truthful, good behavior & potential.

Smile, physique, good health, parentage & environment of  birth

People, world view, culture, traditions & proximity to good scene.

One's birth in rich family is already more advantageous than many

If is in learned family tradition, chances are there you will emulate.

Rule is species give births of own like, so our close environments do

Man is a species in self, but there are many contexts imbuing variety.

Good or bad luck based on so called births, early settings effect beings

See children of poor people, picking garbage & wondering in streets.

Children sell something on city road crossings, don’t have much future

Grow there, become drug-edits, remain poor or enter in dark world.

Birth means new growth possibility, but people develop situational

Some have indomitable spirits, challenge conditions & change course.

Many also compromise within settings, but they can also self-improve

Development becomes possible due to providing a soothing environment.

Admittedly wide variations are in contexts, but giants change situations

If children of poor & rich mix together, a lot of ill feelings will vanish.

Universal education for all children can pave way to brood noble goals

If one is duty oriented & makes good niche, survival is not too difficult.

If we see nature closely, find different attributes bless all in rich ways

One is advantageous in own realm, and others in own different ways.

Everyone is unique & if allowed to bloom, a great beauty will appear

Gardens must have various species, colors, all sized developing own.

What is development freedom or possibility; to what extent can we go

One thing we are guided by genes & culminations also there built in.

Soothsayers say each one’s luck is fixed in birth, place, time & parents

From star movements predict future, but that seems quite unscientific.

What is breaking of stereotype story that one’s future is quite fixed

And that flexibility which prompts man to rise above all weaknesses?

It is inner & external vision by individual, challenging own limitations

In fact we’re super-computers, but don’t know to use functions built-in.

Rocket can in itself be very swift but needs propulsion & working on it

A good computer or car will work only, when you open & put in keys.

Similarly our body is a mental machine, but need to know its operation

See body builders, gymnasts, athletes etc. doing excellent performances.

Average persons before sometime, become connoisseurs by self-trying

Simple dudes turn very wise & give good sermons for world’s advantage.

Some children of poor parents amass great wealth by sheer will-power

Not satisfied with specified identities, they know possibilities very well.

So we need to self-work maximum to bring out best in whichever realm

And hitherto poorly utilized; key is to harvest resources to our full extent.

Pawan Kumar,

26th August, 2018, Time 20.18 Evening

(From my dairy 5^th September’ 2017, 8:24 A.M.)

Noble Call

Noble Call
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How does world reverberate around, how do I react in that?

All times have pros & cons, but adjustment is main concern.

World passes through good & bad, present also sees all aspects

Large - spread enormous, divided in many states & nationalities.

Several ruling systems in vogue, yes more traces of democracy

But few don’t lose tyrannical tentacles, see many despots around.

Nobles gave good ruling systems, but from below humanity cries

Rules often works for business elite, who in exchange nurture them.

Rich become more rich, wealth & power accumulate in few hands

Election are just intermittent events, otherwise rulers roost world.

Rulers think world as property, behave as if purchased with sweat

They think right over people’s lives, decide who & how stay in land.

All types of propaganda start to turn people’s minds from core issues

Perplexed in culture, eating-drinking, nationalities & past injustices.

Hatred is spread around, and people are made to fight with each other

Cunny leaders not interested in welfare but how to best serve interest.

If governments are sincere, people’s fates can transform into positive

Beggars, orphans, drug addicts, poor, illiterates, can be good citizens.

What social roles govts. can take to raise people’s lives to stupendous  

Definitely few lives are transformed, but lot of work is still to be done.

Govts. need be sincere & sensitive towards plight of common people

And right attitude towards its citizens can raise more lives to see lights.

Truly all will be never equal; people behave as per inner constitutions

But also is true good-inspiring environment inspires many individuals.

World needs be encompassing entity, respecting & raising many lives 

And may be populations limited, but all live with happiness prosperity.

Yesterday India celebrated Dussera, remembered Lord Rama’s gospels 

People take it truth’s victory over falsehood, ills represented by Ravana.

Since many centuries, practice Ramlila custom yearly in India & nearby

Rama & army killed Ravana & his ilk, though latter was very powerful.

What is this nether-style to keep men intoxicated & drowned in darkness

Though high mansions & vast wealth, mental status not elevated correct.

When people are ignorant & indifferent in chosing right, only ills spread

Checking irregularities in own conducts; boosts to raise noble aspirations.

In earlier era, there're Ganas or small councils who dealt people’s affairs

They had democratic discussions; people participated in their life’s factors.

They used to suggest to heads & ministers, their sentiments were respected

And development programs were started to suit many people aspirations.

No hoarding of common property-resources, men had nearly equal status

Even the head was an ordinary fellow, in terms of material possessions.

Then kingdoms came, few hands started gathering wealth, property-power

And whole mismatch started in lives, few clever roost on expanse of many.

I agree to reward the efforts, but there should be a limit to selfish-greed

How can one be owner, when genesis of everything is Mother Nature?

One can't snatch other’s right over sun-moon, jungles, wind-water or so

Each is holder in cosmic prosperity, but few claim sole right over lands.

Even seas, rivers, mountains, deserts, forests are claimed own property

As if one had purchased rivers-streams or was able to start water sources.

Nature’s wealth is created over billions years, man is just small time here

He is very clever but quite ignorant of great history of resources around.

Kings fought wars between over lands, wealth, animals or people’s lives

People were treated as slaves to serve mighty with their bloods & sweat.

Till recent slavery was in much practice, in N. America Lincoln abolished

In Middle East, Egypt, Africa, Greece, China, people were traded as slaves.

In India people were categorized, a big population was declared shudras

They had to serve so-called noble births, and considered only as pariahs.

Slave had to sell his body, soul & consciousness for pleasure of masters

Kings had armies of he & she-servants, always were in their services.

When one is slave, how can he think independently for his full growth

But societies have themselves fetished, a crude mentality is erupted.

Why cannot people raise their lives, though all have own parameters

And nature has enough to meet everyone’s needs, if sustained well.

I agree positive modification in many lives, but masses still devoid

There are movements of people for rights to come into mainstream.

But still tactics are by mighty, so as to keep people’s lives bounded

And they should see limited light & need not to apply much mind.

Veils to keep many blue collared jobs, workers get meager calories  

Owner accumulates huge profit, growing at other’s toils & expense.

See personal wealth of riches, and also of those who work for them

It is to respect who works for you, profit is Ok but oppression is bad.

When people don't get dues, certainly will remain weak-mediocre

With youths unemployed & poor, vast potential remains unutilized.

Can't we find jobs for people, share profits in many stakeholders?

Yes due to mechanization, needs reduce but all at least need foods.

O Noble souls, come forward & take a call from oppressed humanity

It is not to serve riches’ interests but all people who are in dire needs.

A lot of demand is there of good people, and you will earn goodwill

Help real development, you are in good time, can change many lives.

Pawan Kumar,

12th August, 2018 17:42 Evening 

(From My Dairy 01.10.2017, 8:48 A.M.)

Debate Culture

Debate Culture 

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People are of often fixed beliefs, have no time & energy to question

Event is just an almighty’s act, and all should unhesitatingly accept.

What is this fixity in populations, questioning is always discouraged

Son can't question father’s conduct, even if family is handled inaptly.

We just believe in sayings of forefathers, or written in holy books,

and questioning makes us non-conformists, being snubbed strongly.

We should encourage healthy discussions, many thoughts surface

Debates on all issues should happen for checking pros & cons all.

A democratic decision is always good, and nobody feels the losing

Emphasis should be on consensus, it is generally in benefit of all.

In democratic set up winner is majority, all must heartily respect

At times unfavorable, but one shouldn't feel sad when not turn his.

Competitive politics is better, best perspective be put before people,

They should have choices & respect decision not of liking even if.

Life presents many views, not necessarily coming into mind instantly

Few things are closer to hearts & accordingly we present  view points.

Either we have enough time to study things, and note all to judge best

Or discuss with best field men, and must correct mistakes in concepts.

Higher we go in the scale of learning, our many sore points are known

Earlier we thought to know all, and can handle any situation to come.

But interaction shakes strongly, and fears, surprises, strengths surface

Others are intelligent too & in many settings, their thoughts are better.

Encourage discussions in homes, offices, and welcome improvements, 

and should prefer a consensus rather than just imposing own decisions. 

A ‘We-feeling’ should be developed, make it a vehicle of change also

Real change is 'change of minds & hearts', forcefully can't win anyone.

Pawan Kumar

22nd July, 2018 Time 19:07 Evening

( From my Dairy 01.09.2017 Time 08:13 A.M. )

Encouraging Richness

Encouraging Richness

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How to become financially free; let us meditate on the subject

People become wealthy over period, many just hand to mouth.

Birth with rich parents not in own hand, a God-given or situational

If already on strong foundation, one starts erecting superstructure.

Learning from family background is easy, faster in an environment

He picks habits of rich near-dears; success got with a bit seriousness.

Definitely it says for incumbent, born with silver spoon in mouth

New born in Birla family could not be same rich, if had born poor.

One can say it is luck only, but many things are found in set order

You are to just start from already cozy state & simply start working.

Sons of rich parents get good care, nourishing, education & comforts

Everything available just on wish; parents take care with attention.

They are treated as precious gifts, only to take over empire / riches,

Like parents, often take good habits & courage so as to be successful.

In fact success is always near to them, only think of big ventures

They're able to start new things, or extend in their already stupendous.

Habits are of savings & not much show off; caring each & every penny

And are able to gauge opportunities near or far, take courage to step in.

Their riches go on increasing, as they are cautions in dealing finances

‘Think & Grow Rich’ by Napoleon Hill - a good book tells how to be rich.

‘Poor Dad, Rich Dad’ by Robert Kiyosiki is a fine, read few years back

James Allen's ‘Seven Habits of Highly Successful Entrepreneurs’ is a guru.

Here means one can grow if adopts certain habits, character of stupendous

Being courageous to see opportunities, step in with hope & hard work.

Certainly there's competition in business, one needs to know games’ how

Slowly but cautiously should utilize in gathering, bits gather into riches.

I see many success stories nearby in past, present & also in future

‘Rag to Riches’ is a beautiful tag, many paupers become millionaires.

It is not good to remain always poor, that only shows your laziness

May be success not in one’s hand, but one can at least take rigor.

How can one be rich by sleeping in cozy bed, when many toil outside?

He has not set up any business - auto working even when one is absent.

Lender’s interest always go on working, because of already investments

By taxies, hotels, hospitals, houses, on rent etc., money is self-pouring.

If one has money, should put in auto-mode growing without disturbance

Yes there are market fluctuations, but taken care of by self-adjustments.

Watching performances how they work, and adjustment /shift wherever

But it is attention only, that finances are taken care of & are multiplied.

A major duty of parents is to give good financial foundations to children

But more than that, they should be trained to enable self- handle things.

Not just venture in unknown fields like a fool, though take some risks

But need only be calculated & accounting, & retracting if so required.

Admittedly many new businesses fail always but people succeed also

If one sees only failures, never progress, with hope one must step out.

Man has eyes in front to see & more focused, and not only turn back

Yes he should help people, with little gestures many lives continue.

One should have finances for investments, but also needs to earn

A poor person cannot do, no money to put in banks or elsewhere.

He is lucky if has sanity & health, can put his labour on sale

And will get something useful, and some savings can start piling.

Much inequality is spread in world’s riches, but that is man made

He is greedy, grabs other’s shares, just thinks to fill own coffers.

Snatching other’s rights is evil; set equal opportunities to progress

But all should try to find means for wages, idleness only stagnates.

With industry definitely one benefits, money is just a form of riches

Lazy ones only remain hungry, yes world’s greed is forced on poor.

I have sympathy for poor, but want to motivate, encourage to rise up

All should learn to earn also, and not dependent on others’ charities.

In poor /middle incomes, one can see more expenses than incomes

Might be their needs are not mitigated with available poor incomes.

Then they must work hard, first should be able to feed self & family

One pious duty is to be comfortable, though hard are world’s games.

Man should develop a little wisdom & cleverness to survive successful

Learn life’s nuances, how it works & succeed in this competitive world.

Failure is there, but be bold to step out & not satisfy if home cannot feed

Come out, world is very big, will get chances definitely if well-searched.

Success is by coming out of home; not much progress in fixed setting

Be vibrant in active world, and make own riches to perch & hatch.

One must learn self-help & adapt to good habits/qualities of successful

Start to early awake, take morning walks, and prioritize for day’s time.

One has to break poverty coop with might & not satisfy in mediocrity

But aim can be big to free as many people, hope should fill in minds.

Rich with a bit less aren't affected much, but for poor, a life’s question

So great persons think of vast humanity, self is a small part of that.

Poor has to toil to defeat conditions & ask more helps to support

He can enrich with good behaviors, sensitivity & passionate hope.

He should win people’s hearts & with good will create his demand 

And even rich players are selling them, and auctioned with prices.

Here riches does not mean ‘Shylock like or niggards’ ill tactics

But it is to live & let live propensity, when all brethren are benefited.

May be everyone has not houses, clothing, livelihood or education

But people should easily identify with successful & think like them.

Not only of money’s equal distribution but also of  talents, wisdom 

If citizens are taught rigour methods, definitely they will also progress.

It is not taking of someone’s riches, world filled in by many such types

Search richness of own kind; one can be carefree like great Kabir saint.

Riches is in wisdom, courage, education, talent & can do attitude

It is also mirthfulness, helpful, helping attitude & high spirited.

It is perfect health, competitiveness, mixing with people & befriend

It is oratory, skillful, good singing, artistry, connoisseur in one’s field.

So even if not born with money-richness, be rich with other modes

May be one’s parents are sane who can fill good attributes in him.

May be he finds such friends who value him more than their lives

Or has great family, always helpful & can take on any mighty being.

One can be near to nature’s bounties, good fruits, flora & fauna

Satisfaction in means is also one richness, no one can surpass that.

Today knowledge- source is richness & interacting with good people

Or what is going on all around, coming out of age- old superstitions.

It is also good attitude to life & others, thinking they are only one part

One can gather money over time, but Baba Amte like believe in sacrifice.

Gifting of riches- talents to world - like Karna, Harsha donated everything

It is high spiritedness of superior nature, one can turn to super rich.

So be not gloomy in any situation, yes try to be successful in ventures

Don’t stop on small failures & with courage everything will be possible.

Pawan Kumar,

9th July, 2018 Time 01:12 Midnight

(From My Mahendergarh Dairy 10.03.2017 Time 9:12 A.M.)