Infinite Journey

Infinite Journey

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Infinite journey I do, in this world of seemingly mortal,

I am here right from beginning of the creation, not exactly when.

I have been in different forms, all through this long journey,

And the whole world’s material is nothing but manifestation of me.

I am in each & every minuscule in this universe of immense expanse,

My presence is everywhere, and I am truly an immortal.

Whatever we see or feel are all imbibed in me,

I am the embodiment who carries the whole cosmos in me.

I am everywhere always and my parts have deep relations,

Nothing is foreign though may be distant, but original stuff is one only.

So much inter-connection is available; there is question of no separateness,

and my spread is through the stars, galaxies and deep black holes.

I am dying with stars and taking births with new ones,

I am nothing but always regenerating in all the forms coming.

So many forms, so much expanse & vividity, question is how to manage?

All is in atoms of mind & body, and their constant transformation into new ones.

All are entering into me from far distance & near, and rejuvenate me,

And I am always freshened with new materials constituting me.

I want to venture bodily & intellectually in vast realms of this existence,

And I want to imbibe that expanse, and that is the real journey.

How far mind can go, that is the test of my coming here?

Experience of existence is the real thing and perhaps life also.

I am of the same sub-atomic particles, of this cosmos is built,

Atoms are inner small worlds like star systems and constantly in motion.

Whether we feel or not, there is nothing away from me,

That firm bond with the world imparts constancy to me.

But how can I describe this relation with seemingly other entities,

And how can I feel that intactness, which of course is mine only?

Is that only sameness of atoms which being similar is attached to me,

Or many other forms also and what carries that bond between?

I am composed of same world elements which exist outside also,

They always detach from me and passing in other forms always.

We eat fruits from trees, and vegetables & grains from plants,

We inhale different gases continuously changing into other forms.

All are transformed in us and we build us for some time,

And this new materials come & replace the existing ones.

Similarly what I exit, mixes with other stuff present,

And slowly becomes their part & convert into life-forms.

The whole world is revolving and many cycles work at a time,

We are constantly influenced by others always and influence them also.

We are the same waves which reverberate with same force from back,

And knowingly – unknowingly behave in a particular way, in accordance of acts applied.

My journey in all-round me is happening all the times,

And I am trying to realize that ecstasy in me.

I want to roam in fields available but not opened to me,

And build slowly my awakening that I have deep relations.

Pawan Kumar,
27th December, 2014 Time 16:00

(From My Dairy dated 29^th August’2014 Time 08:45 AM)

O Man

O Man
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O Man, spare some energy for mankind

They are your co-journey persons and need your help.

O Man, you are deluged in own fantasies & dream world

Take out some time to see the ground realities.

O Man, they are co-brethren and live in penury

Develop some establishments, they can also find employment.

O Man, you are surrounded by experts, claiming to know something

Your men are illiterate, show some light to them also.

You are housed in comforts & luxuries dreamt by many

Create some conditions so that all can live with honour.

You are man of freedom of ideas & interact with finest books

Your men are just sandwiched in superstitions & a fixed mind.

You are an exploring mind to the extent possible & take out best

Their capabilities remain fixated & no way seen to use much mind.

You are trained in best schools, colleges with very good teachers

They are forced in schools without rooms, toilets & even teachers.

You are given all required infrastructure for development of self

They have meagre tools, no know-how / prescription & hence half-concepts.

You roam in world with best transport means & staying facilities

They remain closeted in villages, small towns, slums & don’t see much world.

You interact with many persons & have opportunities to learn 

They remain fixed with few people & bigger world not much opened to them.

O Man, your job is mainly to brood & direct the attached ones

They are mere labourers just obeying orders of higher ones.

You work in cosy, lighted rooms & much available on just desire

They are just like beasts of burden & fatigued like always seen.

O Man, you do not go to people and ask their how-about

This is not a fair approach as not-letting communication.

All people have right to develop self, so conditions need be created

Absence causes many lives half-filled & not seeing full light.

The best medicines, care is available and you live generally long

They are weak, gazing despairingly & don't get enough calories.

You can preserve, rear children in good way & live life of affluence

They don't have much to leave; children follow same & thus miserable lives.

You can think & strategize best due to benefits of training & education

They are poor designers of lives and generally fail in pursuits.

You are able to influence worthy ones & take decisions as required

They don't have approach such and romp just from pillars to posts.

O Man, share some to reduce gaps created artificially due to selfishness

You can modify social ways by thinking & actions.

Remember they have also showered their little boons for your happiness

Now your duty is to pay back a little, with all due sincerity & honesty.

Pawan Kumar,

6^th December’2014, Saturday 12:06 Noon

(From Mahendergarh Dairy dated 21^st November’2014, 8:50 AM)