The Pursuit of Sagacity: A Reflection

The Pursuit of Sagacity: A Reflection

 

This document is a powerful meditation on intellectual humility and the path to wisdom. It charts the author’s frustrated ambition to grasp the complexities of philosophical "giants" like Nietzsche and Kant, asserting a path forward: a commitment to rigorous discipline and the realization that his life is a form of "world's capital"—a resource that must be wisely invested rather than solely consumed.

 

I must also produce some philosophy now; I cannot spend time unwisely.

A sagacity mode must enter, and guide me towards ultimate serenity and truth.

 

Though not expecting the climax instantly to surface, as not yet full-fit to embrace;

I stand on some scale, or at a single step, in the full elevation of ultimate reality.

I do not know how that wisdom comes, but practice in that direction will lead.

Yet I realize that others of my age or even younger have attained immense maturity.

 

The core idea is to be more serious in brooding and extract life's precious nectar.

I must know how to smile enough and share serenity with the people I contact.

Maturity arrives when one starts generalising, and experimentation subsides a little.

But science says to do these modes simultaneously so as to achieve a good whole.

 

I write & cogitate a bit, though not knowing the quality, but I intend on colossal output.

The goal is bigger than me, and triumph is difficult, but my efforts must not go to waste.

At present, it is just warming up, but I can practice rigorously to turn into a true expert.

It is a self’s game, to be won by the self only, and each move will lead to immensity.

 

I talk a lot around me, but perhaps fail to extract meanings out of this delirium.

Surely doubtful, I beat about the bushes, and do not leave this great fool world.

But one type of thought does not lead much; I remain stranded & make no progress.

So train Body & mind correctly, and think to benefit from their good health.

 

Come out of the self to realize full humanity, and brood on general working principles;

Many good aspects are scattered everywhere, but I can establish one small point.

The only thing is to think deeply, say what does that mean, and how does it work.

Not just the touching, but try hard to understand its definition & the concepts behind.

 

Many books lie on my shelves, written by the legends who brood on immensity;

I also try with myself, but I don’t know when the beauty of words will surface.

Still in the first phase, I experiment like a child with things nearby & learning lessons;

I interact with all types & behave thus, though I don’t know the ultimate relevance.

 

Some 15 years ago, Usha said, I don't focus on one point and tend to jump;

She is also correct, similarly, that I must strive to come out of this ‘I-ness’.

The outside world is beautiful; cogitate on that, and derive some good principles.

Satish Saxena says my writings are a bit complex, yet learned have yet to interact.

 

It is a philosophy to understand oneself first, and then relate to the vast humanity.

I am also not different, and working on myself becomes the most beautiful part of it.

Life around me is immense, and each thing is in process for a bigger purpose.

We all construct this vast life around, and all are important on the ultimate scale.

 

I read some philosophers like Friedrich Nietzsche, a German essayist & cultural critic;

His writings are on truth, mortality, language, aesthetics, cultural theory, and nihilism.

The power, consciousness, & existential meaning have influenced Western thought a lot;

He has given the enduring and powerful idea that God is dead.

 

The problem is that I read these great men a bit, but don't understand them fully.

Admittedly, interaction is very little; the concepts are bigger than my simple intellect.

The time given is inadequate, so spare a focused self to understand them.

Plus, be serious in critical thinking; just a surface-level whitewashing is a waste.

 

Judging reveals quite an inadequate feeling; I just roam, while others do great.

So, learn from people how they do it benignly, and best use the available time.

To join the line of colossuses, do something great, and give to the world?

My life is the capital for the world, for its different uses; I don't solely own it.

 

As Immanuel Kant says, man can't know all, and we are limited in everything.

The child is mainly in an experimenting phase and gains life's core lessons.

But the adolescents develop the courage to generalize the essential principles.

And they derive pleasure from them, while the adults see principles focused.

 

So first, acquaint yourself with such great minds and learn the peripherals.

Then go to the core, embracing the deep philosophy to make some sense.

The problem is that within a limited time & mind, I want to grasp everything.

Maybe interaction with the unusual can cause frustration & distance too, at times

 

Everything needs a good mind framing first, so always learn something or other.

Life bestows its blessings on the serious & zealous to move ahead unwaveringly.

Know how to train the mind into a studious mode and make sense from interactions.

By staying with good & wise persons, we can also gain some of life's great lessons.

 

At times, I think of myself as an adult and hence should understand everything.

But realize that the topics & subjects are complex, which often fly over the head.

You must understand that people work endlessly to develop themselves.

Concepts are difficult and need rigorous training to glimpse even a vague insight.

 

Then what to do with myself: just let it remain frustrated, or remain curious?

The latter is beneficial; at least some nearby is understood, and I can learn more.

Though not the best of all, I can try to be my finest, whatever is possible.

With a bit more effort, better learn the concepts that seem perplexing now.

 

I am reading a great book, ‘Everything is Fucked - A book about Hope’;

The writer Mark Manson has also written 'The Subtle Art of Not Giving a Fuck’.

It is a philosophical-cum-psychological work; I itch to know Newton, Nietzsche & Kant.

They are the world’s giants, but we can know, and possibly can pick a bit from them.

 

Readings have shaped me into what I am today, sometimes even during the day

But it should germinate in me too; life’s mortification is one of the main goals.

I am to order myself in the correct direction; many effects consistently shape.

That I can sit with myself gives solace, and not feel ashamed of whatever I am.

 

I don't recall all the great authors, but wisdom interacts with texts & interactions.

I should use that in daily behaviour, making life serene for myself and others.

I meet many people, friends, and I should project myself as a working official.

They expect good projects, as a lot of my good time passes there each moment.

 

Thematic Summary

The Epistemological Struggle: The text is defined by an epistemological (knowledge-based) struggle, tracing human development from the experimental child phase to the generalizing adolescent phase, seeking the ultimate principle-focused adult stage, as referenced through the work of Immanuel Kant.

The Discipline of Sagacity: The primary goal is the attainment of sagacity, which is posited as an act of will—a required self-ordering and training of the mind—rather than a passive acquisition.

The Problem of "I-ness": The work critically examines the concept of "I-ness" (ego/self-absorption) and advocates for an outward-facing philosophy where the individual life is viewed not as personal property, but as capital for the world's greater use, echoing existentialist & utilitarian principles.

 

Pawan Kumar,

22^nd October, 2025, Wednesday, Time 10.15 A.M.

(From my Dwarka, New Delhi Diary dated 27th October 2020, Tuesday, 8:41 AM) 

The Cog & the Capital: A Manager’s Audit

                                   The Cog & the Capital: A Manager’s Audit

(A Philosophical Self-Audit on Duty & Imperfection)

This document is a rigorous philosophical & professional self-audit, penned in a poetic, stream-of-consciousness style on a single working morning in 2017. The author channels the Stoic rigor of Epictetus to examine the inherent conflict between the personal ego ("prejudiced by self") and the necessity of command ("The Imperative of Authority"). It explores the burden of leadership—the need for efficiency, the struggle with human imperfection, and the moral duty to serve a "larger interest" by treating one's life as the "world's capital." The text is a raw, powerful meditation on how to lead with a clear heart in a demanding corporate system.

 

I am what I think, always: whether noble, base, or otherwise;

But can I not mould these thoughts to a purpose beyond my present sphere?

 

I. The Stoic Imperative

What I ponder throughout the day, by night, at dawn, or during office hours:

Is it meant to serve humanity more greatly, or am I merely prejudiced by self?

Admittedly, there is some inherent power built, but is that being rightly governed?

One operates purely by impulse, granting no deference to others' sentiments.

 

Let me conduct this research upon myself; Epictetus demands constant self-audit.

What is the true substance of me, and my parents have already found their rest.

I have family, relatives, some friends, and known ones, if I can claim so;

I have an office to work in, some books to read, and a diary for inner discourse.

 

II. The Corporate Dialectic

I have office colleagues, juniors, seniors, and a firm framework of government rules;

I receive directives from superiors: they wish and expect me to yield the best.

I contend with a demanding client, who has scrutinized me from all angles,

Though its people are now quite friendly, and guide and fully support in proposed solutions.

 

My position fills me with complexity, always demanding some action or decision;

It sets my focus, but has many assignments, thus it prohibits idleness.

I have a client’s patriarch, who has started vesting belief in my strenuous efforts;

I am also delivering through sincerity; great efforts always manifest good results.

 

I utilize a common office vehicle, which conveys me from point to point.

The driver Dayanand is a sincere fellow, fully devoted to his duties.

I sense people fear a little, but within, I grant them respect also.

My mandate is to sow confidence, resisting the snare of quick suspicions.

 

III. The Calculus of Human Flaw

I internalize that all people are flawed and bear shortcomings of every type;

Their minds hold value judgments, which shape their calculus in action.

They harbor words of fear, and bear all premonitions with stretched minds;

They have their physical-mental limitations, some innate and some acquired.

 

If I carry a bias against a particular person, is my thinking justly founded?

I have not checked across a sufficient period, and offered chances to improve upon.

But is that failing so critical that I cannot endure it daily?

All always have a season for learning, but one should at least strive for mastery.

 

IV. The Imperative of Authority

What is the core problem, whether it is an administrative defect or a personal failing?

I am basically not sure how directing or treating one causes him to out-cry.

He may deem me a bully or one keeping the office atmosphere tense.

Is this driven by personal demand, necessary style, or just checking others without reason?

 

I am plain-hearted; I voice my mind where improvement is necessitated.

Yes, I am also bound to answer for my aspirations and committed to myself at times.

I am compelled to be a little harsh; it requires my role to demand so.

Efficiency doesn’t emerge suo-moto; people, at times, must be told in unequivocal terms.

 

All do not grasp action suo-moto; my mind alone discerns the optimal path.

Being the head, the responsibility is to set priorities and time limits; many tasks are at hand.

Others must not lose sight of the total process and be with the scheme of things.

People are intelligent but often in a dilemma, or inclined to body ease and procrastination.

 

V. Management Philosophy

I have learned Modern management over the years, which can be practiced in the field.

How to align people to cherished goals, and what is the ideal way to tune the will?

My purpose is to produce the best results and enrich people with meaningful experiences.

With integrity, they will also benefit; yet you cannot transform all as you wish.

 

But people should accept orders heartily, and the Intelligent perceive the mind's intent.

The given situation sets the priorities; I am to yield my best and show only relevance.

I want to teach the juniors to practice efficiency and heed what the seniors convey.

Their experience and position grant them an edge, even if their stature seems low at times.

 

I am a cog in the overall process; even one loosened belt affects the entire system.

If only the brakes of a cab are defective, even the best drivers fail to avert accidents.

Or its speed will be so diminished that the efficiency will be nowhere near.

Respect is earned by hard work alone; all should internalize this truth always.

 

VI. The World's Capital

Maintain positive relations amongst ourselves and honor what the next one intends;

I simply ignore because of ease, and do not think that others can harm the system.

No one has Absolute freedom available; I must resolve my mind to labor diligently.

Articulate doubts, but avoid overriding, and keep the larger interest in mind.

 

This life is not merely mine, but Nature’s deep repository, and the world’s capital;

This existence is not for self-amusement, but a vehicle to fulfill a grand design.

The machine itself is neither good nor bad, but defined by how it functions in practice.

Man is a tool for the world, an employer, a customer; only the self’s focus is incomplete.

 

Everybody analyses others, me too, with my small mind;

Inseparable from humanity’s others, I also have all the vices & virtues.

All people form judgments, whether they are good or bad.

I also decide what is better, and then step in that chosen direction.

 

VII. Tolerance and Limits

So, do I become so good or bad if I think according to established patterns?

I also have the right to act as I think, but that must be a measured section of effort.

Bear with people to the possibility, and not to perpetually hammer on the breast.

Human relations are slow to develop; don’t expect to reach full maturity in a single day.

 

But don’t tolerate insubordination; yes, I retain the right to speak my mind;

When perceiving myself to be genuinely sincere, I will willingly adjust my perceptions.

Yes, radical improvement cannot happen in a single day; it demands great patience.

I am also tolerant of present situations and others; a mishap can happen with anyone.

 

VIII. The Need for Efficiency

But it is not my fiefdom; my mandate is to present the visual results.

With the inefficient operation & limited resources, sustenance is difficult; it only compounds.

All must contribute fully to their capacities; this can align to produce great results.

Life supports all who work hard, but if seniors fail to produce, you must investigate.

 

But I am not the sole factor in the scheme of things; external interruptions also occur.

They present their pristine expectations to the department, sometimes unavoidable.

I can’t ignore those external mandates, even when much improvement is obscure

I should notice these necessary behaviors; otherwise, things can rapidly worsen.

 

This is a small place with limited manpower, and their designated roles are paramount.

They must attune to the organization's expectations and must exert their best to meet them.

My personal life is automatically supported when done in the overall interests.

It is not only the self but the whole world; I should dedicate all effort to sustain it.

 

IX. Final Audit

I am just indicating here what occupies my mind, though not giving names, etc.

Maybe I will forget this composition after some time when I read it again.

But something should be general, a probability for omnibus thought;

In competitive work, I must labor intensely and be masked as things.

 

Personally, I also need to cultivate a large-heartedness and a smiling persona;

I should see good points also in people, not to approach them with a skewed vision.

I must fill confidence in them, and actively inspire them to avoid plotting rebellion.

Wars are won by the heart’s victory; respect is earned and not merely gifted.

 

Undertake some lateral thinking, can a small extra effort improve things?

Why only see the parts, they may presently conform to expectations?

If not, what means are available for improvement, and whether I tried them?

The Brahmastra must be reserved until all other options are truly exhausted.

 

But great projects require great effort; not everyone possesses the same capacity.

Good and sincere people are the world's assets; deploy such men to the maximum.

People fear trying and experimenting with self; each holds some unique solution.

Seriousness makes people improve, yes, a slightly longer time may be taken.

 

Now I close this discussion, but I need to be a little more pious and clear-hearted.

Focus efforts in that spiritual direction, and expect great goods from the Almighty.

 

Thematic Summary

The Epictetan Audit: The core structure is a practical application of Stoicism, specifically the Dichotomy of Control—distinguishing the narrator's personal thoughts and actions from external circumstances and others' inefficiency.

The Existential Man: The tension between the self and the "larger interest" (Section VI) positions the narrator as an Existential Man—one who finds purpose not in self-amusement, but in fulfilling a Grand Design as a "tool" of the "World Employer."

The Ethical Imperative: The text constantly grapples with the Categorical Imperative of leadership: the duty to demand efficiency (the logos or reason of the system) while maintaining a "clear heart" and granting tolerance (the ethos or morality).

 

Pawan Kumar,

Brahmpur (Odisha), 18^th October, 2025, Saturday, 12.14 AM (Midnight)

(From my Mahendergarh (Hr.) Diary, dated 29th March 2017, Wednesday, 7:00 AM)

The Continuum of Man: History, Future, and Self

 The Continuum of Man: History, Future, and Self

 

This comprehensive poetic work is a profound philosophical inquiry into the nature of existence across time. It serves as a meditation on the Human Constant—the enduring core of human nature, which remains unchanged despite the chaos of environmental degradation and rapid technological advancement. The author scrutinizes the limits of historical knowledge & data, ultimately asserting that our true link to the past lies in the perennial emotions & moral struggles mirrored in the great epic literature, affirming that yesterday's heroes & villains are fundamentally like us today.

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What history has man lived, and how much do we truly know?

We are utterly lost in our present, with no idea how we came into this shape.

I. The Unknown Origin

What is history – tracing the past to the extent possible?

The exact is not in front, just believing a little, analyzing available material.

Man has no apparatus so far to venture into the future,

Based on his present status, he tries to look into what time brings.

 

But the future is very much uncertain as time comes,

Many situations are beyond man's control; he is minuscule in Nature's designs.

Several wars, terrorist acts, intolerance, and forced conversions still go on,

Glaciers melt, cities drown, and new landscapes are aggressively take shape.

II. The Changing Earth

Government policies change, forests are cut, wildlife is reduced, and mountains are scarred,

Rivers are choked, sand-beds are eroded, groundwater is depleted, and new scenes emerge.

Deserts are increasing, some oases are created, new towers are erected, and all land is captured,

New factories are built, artificiality is increased, and the link with nature is decreasing.

 

The present is changing right in front of our eyes, we are ingressing into the future foolishly,

What shape present acts will take, we don’t know, just anticipating the outcome.

The future is large, far distant, both in philosophical and in real terms,

New inventions are coming rapidly, changing man’s behaviour, quite different from past thinking.

III. The Unchanging Core

But what will truly change in man, will our internal thinking & deep meditations remain the same?

Whether the faith-change from one to another genuinely transforms the inner constitution?

What is the fundamental difference between the men of the past and the present pattern?

Does spatial distance spread all over the world change the landscape of the human mind?

 

Does one's present physical condition deprive one of the world’s shared experience?

Or are differences merely superficial; mentally, we are not much changed as a species.

Some behaviour patterns are seen distinctly in groups, but as humanity, we are more or less the same,

That is why all philosophy, sage voices, and people’s perennial concerns match everywhere.

IV. The Diminishing Distance

This is about the present world, when interaction is so much more available,

What about the future when the world will truly become a single small family?

Now there are far more cultural assimilations than ever before,

The future will inevitably diminish all distances; the communication revolution is all around.

 

How can I go into my past beyond the present life I now inhabit?

Though social I had started, some philosophy has deeply entered my being.

What I am is a big question in my present age, asked by my father and mother,

Passing through different stages from egg to the middle-aged man I am today.

V. The Limits of Memory

I know past events happened before me, and elders can tell about their times

But the maximum age one may live is maybe one hundred to one hundred & ten years.

So their memory is only 50-60 years older than mine, and they can remember just their times,

Though everybody has their history and ways of life, their description is truly only for them.

 

Of my own age, I know a little bit, but being literate, I have read some and even seen much,

Knowledge is vast, man’s grasping capacity is limited, and time imposes harsh constraints.

As an individual, he can know only a fraction, but in today’s world, he can still try to know,

Some information is available on the internet, but much more happens that remains unseen.

VI. The Data Deluge

We express ourselves in gestures, acts, and constant subtle interactions,

Styles are different, depending on man to man, and everything can’t be fully described.

Who has the time to epitomize others, and what to do with so much data?

Who has the focus to surf and meaningfully use the overwhelming flow of information?

 

The individual self is very vast, caricaturing it is difficult and has severe limits,

Boredom, other acts for survival, simple laziness, and crucial time constraints intervene.

Writing is also possible only to an extent, and triviality surely has no place in the grand narrative,

Even great writers avoid self–description much, though they know well their true selves.

VII. The Mirror of Fallacies

Is it true that whatever we write is merely a mirror of our own fallacies and biases?

How can this one thing represent the whole, much more, even the parts that never surface?

Though much has been written, and a huge literature is available, not everyone reads it all,

Own interests, the writer’s popularity, circulation, and the manner of writing all factor in.

 

Some of us work very hard, and in writing, we also desperately try to excel,

But out of many stalwarts, a popular writer is a rare sight, found hither and thither.

The world is primarily an advertisement, which seems to beat the truth the more it is heard,

Everybody stands only in degrees, and not everyone becomes a William Dalrymple.

VIII. The Historian's Dilemma

Who chooses what subjects, and how much genuine interest can be taken in them?

Interaction with individuals, good study of subjects, and the necessary writing skills are key.

How honest is one with oneself and the world, whether he gives truly readable material?

Admittedly, everything has a history, but how much can one truly know and filter?

 

We are not in the past, but descriptions of the past are constantly in our study material,

If plenty of options are available, as in today’s time, then comparison and judgment start.

We form our view on particular incidents, as well as on our pre-existing prejudices, also,

We are seldom truly neutral; we use our own way, and try constantly to prove to be correct.

IX. Sympathy and Trace in the Past

Anyway, my history study takes me back as if I were there at that time,

I try to find my own trace there, amused by how I would have behaved in those moments.

I see characters as part of me and sympathize with them as if they were my own,

And I die and live with them, seeing things live as if happening in the present moment.

 

I read from present historians, who are like me, just writing to connect tidbits,

Producing a consumable story for readers to muse over, often colored by their present context.

Past-time writings, if available, are mainly of poets, kings, and their immediate scribes,

Poets dive deep into their inner world, and the king’s men are busy with the master's eulogy.

X. The Courage of the Independent Mind

Who is truly the speaker for pan-humanity, which is hardly a question that is ever asked?

Employees generally eye on gifts & benefits, and usually obscure the true picture of reality.

They are just roaming into fables of gods and demons; many only seek to trap the readers,

Though at times honest images are available, true free literature is hardly readily available.

 

People of independent minds express themselves without holding onto prejudices,

They are a little more illuminated and rational, with the courage to speak as it truly is.

They are questioning fellows and possess courage far beyond simply crouching in fear,

But outside, greedy forces are after them, and sometimes even eliminate them.

XI. The Human Constant

Sometimes rogues burn good literature, and a person is punished simply for disbelieving,

The world often tries to grope around mediocre, and this trap even snares the intelligent.

Highly talented ones also tend to adopt ignorant, popular ways for survival,

They have limited skills in the mundane world, resulting in a poor use of precious resources.

 

Can I understand that for a good part of history, man has remained exactly as he is today?

Though physical conditions were vastly different, all literature types were still available then.

Even from the time of Chander Bardai, when Prithvi Raj was taken to eulogy heights in verse,

And honest harkening is difficult; the other voice is always just a competitor.

XII. Conclusion: The Eternal Mirror

Many intelligent lives in history seem to behave just like us in their core motivations,

If they leave their personal choices aside, they would all essentially be like us.

I see when I read Buddha Charit by Ashvaghosha or Raghuvansham by Kalidasa,

Or Valmiki’s Ramayan, Vyasa’s Mahabharata, and countless others,

 

We see characters exhibiting nobility, ruthlessness, bravery, and a spirit of revenge,

Lust-trapped, facing all difficulties & moments of happiness, wrestling with morality–vices issues.

So till the present in continuous flow, we live in a time perhaps no better or worse than the past,

Our history is essentially like the present, with the physical situation having only changed.

 

 

Pawan Kumar,

30^th September 2025, Tuesday, Time 11.57 P.M.

From my Diary dated 13th June 2015, Saturday, Time 7:35 A.M. 

The Sojourn of the Soul: An Ode to Origin and Duty

 The Sojourn of the Soul: An Ode to Origin and Duty

 

This poetic reflection serves as a humanistic meditation on duty, humility, and progress. It emphasizes the need to remember one's origins and struggles as a source of strength and empathy for others. The author calls for those in positions of authority to lead with compassion and wisdom, acting as mentors rather than mere commanders. Ultimately, the piece champions the belief that personal growth is a continuous, self-reliant journey, urging the reader to embody their best self not only for self-elevation but to inspire and illuminate the lives of all those around them.

 

A Man must remember his origins, the struggles that forged his present comfort;

The sojourns are sacred & invaluable, life’s strengths that demand respect for others’ problems & strife.

 

The Path of the Beginner

All are beginners at one time, and one learns the ways of growth, taking lessons from successful ones.

So, hold an elder's hand for one's own raising, learn to walk, and be able to tread the path alone.

It is always the requirement of the time to take appropriate support, with no shame in this necessary act.

People become masters first with help, then by own efforts, forging a battery of moral strength sustaining.

 

The Compassion of Authority

Those in authority need to be diligent & compassionate with the beginners under their charge.

Life is a journey from zero to maturity, and everyone has to cover this essential distance.

We must avoid unnecessary strife in lives and teach others to be vigilant in self-defence.

Also, we must make benign efforts, not always seeking help or crutches for a task that is self-doable.

 

The Duty of a Good Person

A good person always helps all, provided others do not harbor enmity against him.

A tree gives shade to all, even to the person cutting it and plucking its nourishing fruits.

It understands its moral duty to impart wood, leaves & fruit to the general life —a perfect model of selflessness.

The violent might not understand this inherent goodness, acting just on impulse, driven by selfish motives.

 

Understanding the Unwise

But a bad person is simply unlearned, diseased, unwise, and insightful only to the small cosmos before him.

He acts crudely out of volition, from a hollow mentality, blind to the World’s grand, encompassing purposes.

For petty gains, he steps into a dangerous world and, unthinkingly, puts himself in danger unknowingly.

Being right is in his best interest, it avoids a bad image marred by unwarranted sins & regrets later.

 

The Responsibility of Role

A person in authority has great duties towards the immediate environment, overseeing many heads and lives.

And must tune them to the system’s requirements, and set the priorities right for collective progress.

Often, we are tempted by whim & fancy to merely command, but must answer to the system's genuine needs.

Ultimately, all systems require good efforts; we must invigorate and inspire our associates, and not sit idle.

 

The Art of Becoming

This world provides us all with some roles; maybe we are not equipped to cope with them immediately.

But with courtesy, we must go to those systems that know that art and learn its fine, delicate nuances.

Also, never lose heart over small failures; we surely learn, grow, and become a more organic, complete being.

So, come forth with an optimistic, smiling face, elevate yourself, and illuminate the lives of others.

 

Pawan Kumar,

21^st September, 2025, Sunday, Time 7.02 P.M.

(From my Berhampur (Odisha) diary, 4th October, 2023)

The Human Economy: Navigating a Shifting Landscape

The Human Economy: Navigating a Shifting Landscape

This written piece reflects on the evolving demands of the modern workforce in an increasingly digitized world. It underscores the diminishing relevance of purely technical skills in favour of uniquely human attributes like empathy, critical thinking, & adaptability. The author argues that as technology automates routine tasks, success will hinge on one's "agile mindset"—a continuous commitment to learning, innovation, and, critically, the cultivation of core human values & interpersonal skills. It's a call for individuals, businesses, & governments to prepare for a "human economy" where qualities like passion, character, & collaboration will drive value creation.

It will certainly yield significant returns in the long run to cultivate a mindset that respects human values. This includes your innate capacity for affection, genuine concern for others, a caring touch, and fundamental respect.

In this era of technological revolution, many technical jobs are rapidly becoming digitized and can be performed from anywhere in the world. Companies are transforming into aggregation platforms, connecting talent globally. To thrive in this environment, we'll need to be highly skilled, seamlessly integrating our expertise with new algorithms. This means not only excelling in our core fields but also developing competencies in related areas. Ultimately, our contributions will need to fit seamlessly into this broader context.

We must embrace continuous positive change, constantly learning and equipping ourselves with the skills demanded by evolving times. It's essential to acquire new skills as required and maintain an open mindset. Many of us aren't primarily technocrats or creatives; rather, we are users or professionals in fields where technology is applied. However, to remain engaged in employment, we must adeptly adapt to the requirements of these new platforms.

From Knowing to Learning: The Agile Mindset

Learning has become inherently more valuable than simply knowing. The new "killer skill set" is undoubtedly an agile mindset. This mindset fosters an expectation of lifelong learning & adaptation, emphasizing uniquely human skills such as empathy, social & emotional intelligence, keen judgment, creativity, divergent thinking, and an entrepreneurial outlook for a long & successful career.

Individuals, governments, & companies will all need to adjust to these new realities. Consider Tesla: their goal isn't just to produce & sell cars, but to gather data on driving behavior to build superior vehicles and potentially even generate entirely new products from digitized data streams.

The most valued worker today isn't merely the one who can tackle increasingly complex tasks. It's the worker who can also learn by doing that task & identify avenues to innovate, creating new opportunities, markets, products, or services for themselves or their firm. Similarly, the best new companies won't just be defined by the products or services they offer, but by their ability to learn from every product sold & every consumer interaction, allowing them to create more innovative products & engage more deeply with consumers.

The greatest gift a teacher or parent can bestow upon a child is the right mindset! This means cultivating a proactive attitude towards global changes, an eagerness to learn & contribute, and the crucial ability to filter out junk & fake news from genuine knowledge & facts.

Instead of asking a child what they want to do when they grow up, inquire, "How are you going to be when you grow up?" or "What is your passion, and how will you make it productive?" This approach helps translate passions & purposes into new entrepreneurial opportunities, fostering a spirit of continuous invention rather than merely finding a job.

The Rise of the Human Economy

The industrial economy focused on "hired hands," and the knowledge economy on "hired minds." The technological revolution is now propelling us into the human economy, which will expand value creation to include more "hired hearts"—all those attributes that cannot be programmed into software, such as passions, character, & a collaborative spirit.

This implies we must cultivate more humane daily discourse & interactions. We need to think globally, recognizing that every human being is an integral part of a larger whole. This perspective will prepare us for the coming times, where the rules of social behavior will be rewritten. Old, cruel & deceitful ways must be shed to embrace full humanity, ultimately benefiting us all.

Indeed, I must strive to be more pervasive, encompassing, & mindful in my interactions with all kinds of people. Respect is always earned when you show genuine concern for others; in turn, others will naturally respect you. Strive to smooth out systems for the betterment of all; many significant tasks await your touch. So, always be sensitive and concerned, accomplish great tasks, and prove your mettle.

The Enduring Value of Human Attributes

Fairly soon, virtually everyone will have a screen & Internet connection, but a significant divide will emerge: the motivational divide. The individual with self-motivation, grit, & persistence—who leverages free or cheap online tools to create, collaborate, & keep learning an entire lifetime when traditional support systems are less present—will gain a distinct edge.

Crucially, these attitudes & values cannot be simply downloaded. They must be in-built in an old-fashioned way: nurtured within two-parent households supported by healthy, caring neighborhoods & communities.

We all need to foster great curiosities, seek out good teachers as mentors, and allow them to cultivate our skills. Simultaneously, we should strive to help others succeed in their endeavours.

 

Pawan Kumar,

1^st August, 2025, Friday, Time 9:08 A.M., Berhampur (Odisha)

[From My Diary July 6, 2023, Thursday, 7:50 A.M., Berhampur (Odisha)]

Lighthouses in the Mind

                                                                Lighthouses in the Mind

This piece is a quiet tracing of an inner journey—not toward achievement, but toward alignment. Written as a conversation with the self, it attempts to observe, unclutter, and refine the inner responses that shape a meaningful life. The tone is intimate yet aspirational, offering readers space to reflect on their subtle inner transitions.

Life is an amazing process taking us through innumerable realms & testing each side.
But with adaptive minds and consistent effort, there’s more than solace to find.

Life needs to be brooded upon—why things happen to us on this winding course.
We aren’t always equipped to stay steadfast in our acts or declarations.
We sway often in the winds, dance to whatever Providence sends our way.
Maybe we’re responsible for much around us—if not wholly, at least in part.

A sincere person must confront their issues & find the courage to move forward.
He must think broadly, involve himself where needed, and sort out what he can.
Solutions are nearby—people see their angles, and if met, they lend support.
Yet egos bruise in some, and when they do, a balm of grace is needed.

I see roughness scattered through daily life; perhaps it is just like that, too smooth.
It’s like walking barefoot on thorn beds, or rocky, slippery hills alone.
Somewhere it’s marshy, foul, and breath grows heavy from our weaknesses.
Many outsiders seem to seek fights—as if they feed on it, even delight.

From certain characters, I expect their oddness, unmoved by words or counsel.
Their manner causes pain—mental at least, and they find constant reasons to complain.
I see a kind of greed embedded there, little respect for others’ good work.
Still, despite discomfort, duty calls—and for that sake, I must accomplish.

I observe much shaking in the minds of our soft-looking fellow beings.
They carry matters deep in their hearts, bear grudges, & delay under trivial pretexts.
They don’t act despite requests, and wait even when urgency rings the bell.
Emotion alone does little—one must act with purpose, and move for a cause.

My own work is inefficient too, as I wake only when it falls on me.
Yes, the demands are many, & I must tread carefully to balance them all.
I must avoid traps of any sort and fix things rightly, without delay.
Times test us, but courage smoothens even the hardest conduct of life.

I do not complain—just look for ways out of the jargon all around.
Yet never must one fall into wrong for the lure of momentary gain.
When the work is right, mishandlings reduce, and a little gain holds meaning.
Still, no room for complacency—life does care how well things are carried out.

We must learn the 'Art of Living'—daily challenges shall always pass our way.
So train body & mind enough to manage what life brings to the door.
The real issue is, we often aren’t ready to face what comes to us.
Yet training ensures readiness, and that’s what equips us to handle & win.

Life surprises often—accidents strike, as in Kerala, where landslides took 500 lives.
In Uttarakhand and Himachal, floods swept homes, & rains destroyed with full cruelty.
Earthquakes arrive—homes turn to rubble, lives vanish in seconds under falling stone.
Wars rage between nations—leaders play, and citizens end up paying the price.

Due to student unrest, Bangladesh lost many lives, and PM Sheikh Hasina fled from country.
She ruled long, for nearly two decades, bringing the economy to high standards.
But things went wrong—reserving 60% jobs for a few sparked unrest, turning violent.
People rose—agitations surged—and the government broke down in a single breath.

Each day brings upheavals; lives suffer; the reasons are scattered & manyfold.
We attempt to design life with care, but still, uncertainty looms in our face.
The key is to work like water—never wrong, image quietly rising in depth.
No need to fight always—know your strength, your space, and come out clean.

One must shape strategy with care, and not run after things that merely glitter.
Sometimes it takes bold words, but grace & excellence must walk alongside them.
I, too, am organic, a breathing being, trying to survive with dignity intact.
Yet I stay positive, keeping attitude clean, and seek help where needed to stay safe.

{In a world of surfaces, this is a quiet rebellion—to return to the depths & live from there.}

 

Pawan Kumar,

27^th July, 2025, Sunday, 11:40 PM, Brahmpur (Odisha)

[From my diary, 7^th August’2024, Wednesday, 9.44 A.M., Brahmpur (Odisha)]

 

The Author, Pawan Kumar, is a senior civil engineer, philosophical thinker, and deeply reflective writer. With over three decades of professional experience & an equal span of introspective journaling & literary work, he now blends engineering precision with poetic insight. His writings are a tryst with the self—rooted in values, awakened by questions, and drawn toward the timeless. Through poetry & prose, he urges others not merely to live, but to live meaningfully.