Self- Reflection

Self- Reflection

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What is a readable, people on social media like short posts

Often don’t have time, just scan & read full when interested.

Long anthologies are available, but men cut some parts & post

May be relevant parts taken, one needs time for bulky material.

Very few are able to churn crux from large texts by connoisseurs

Only serious readers are able to underline & take appropriates.

Short couplets of greater authors become popular over the time

Ordinary have scary reading habits, groped in daily affairs of life.

Reading demands to be minimum curious & seriously inclined

We only know self by study others, yes each one is same inside.

Reading opens to wide world outside, many times we’re unaware

It is also we know but don’t express, or extension of our thinking.

Great writers, seers & artists are simplifiers, orate people’s minds

People find them just own copy, broadly all inner landscape is one.

Writers don’t bother how many will read, mainly write for selves

It is inner burning desire, coming out in the form of built words.

One can delve that spirit in self also, and ignite own awakening

Melon changes color on seeing others, we gain from ambiance.

What one writes in a particular time, also does not much know

Not much mind application, words out-pour after some time but.

But that often is true self-reflection; solace makes each bit of self

It may need some correction/editing, but nearly as original stuff.

All don’t write with same talent, writer has passion of things

He often has a marked interest & builds writing towards that.

It is also taking handy material, I amaze how they gather large

People are fed up with own triviality & try with big ventures.

What is this life of self, if it just passed with scarce material

Be open to great available avenues & a part of great cosmos.

Ultimate aim of life is connection with vast enormity around

When all seem own stuff only, we come out of all ignorance.

Thinkers, artists loose self-first & elope in bigger other them

When humble & receivables, things start cumulating for them.

It is self-emptiness, which gives space for superior to come

Whoever dares & gives time to self, will be in better position.

When we read giants, try to raise self to see through their eyes 

We hold their fingers for support & turn strong over the time.

Connection with bigger, certainly strengthens us from inside

Coming into contact of such is good opportunity to improve.

My life is also little such, at times try to connect with stalwarts

My writing mainly through this dairy also becomes repository.

Though has only few colors, but I should try to fill in vividness

Read a bit more to improve & write on subjects of many tastes.

Not to be a just consumer, but to produce for world colleagues

May be I am appreciated or not, I should try my best possible.

Don't be content so easily with self, but work more to improve

Try vivid subjects with heart into, eyes opened to fill in quality.

Enact with more stuff, see how Amitav Ghosh takes novel project

He does field work, gathers data & construct plot with many hues.

It is not simply copy or paste, or evoke out from the read material

But own work plays in middle, offers a fine story before readers.

So I should also try best to be of self-little, better worked upon

And give world what I can construct, life is just to give & take.

Pawan Kumar,

10th November, 2018 Time 23:54 Mid-night 

(From my dairy 24th March, 2017 Time 8:43 A.M.)