Poetic & Dairy Recording

Poetic & Dairy Recording

My father once told thoughts are more important than diary 

Latter only records routine things, thoughts you think inside.

But daily happenings also carry our part in dealings

And imbue thoughts & patterns, we behave in particular. 

Much happens always around with or without approvals

And many a times we are just the outside spectators.

But there are several factors affecting the events 

And there is a crucial having major contribution.

We are to see where we stand in courses of things

And the effect we have, at least in pertaining to us.

We cannot be a major determinant in all creations

Neither it is physically possible nor desirable.

But there are spheres where presence is warranted

And be a good participant in shaping in own ways.

Yes our ways should be for omnibus interest    

And deal them in the fairest way as possible.

Apply mind in efficient & effective manner

And bring out the best making us proud.

There are always mistakes knowingly or otherwise 

And also the follies we make in daily actions.

Not much can be done now as water already flown

But reason is - casual approach or last minute missing.   

Don’t think the best results come of their own

Everything requires energy, strategy, thought & actions.

So don't miss out a single stone unturned

Not much improvement scope is left out after damage done.

What is important around in days passed in recent

Not much is written in last days of those events.

Will try to recapitulate & put down in words

So as for permanent record & perhaps first & last time.

Things come & go but leave impressions, may be bleak 

Putting in words imparts respect & some explanation.

Otherwise simply happen, often seen unconsciously

We don’t realize much until there is deep epithet.

Just a casual watch, may be a part, has gone into that

But we forget that self & toil and moments ever lost.

We lose little life in forgetting those precious moments

And don’t even realize their most importance in those.

We just waste away having no reminiscing of those

Afterward sometimes remember bleakly, if occasioned.

Our lives are wasted in such passing moments

May it be because we did not live them fully.

This is very inefficient use of the precious gift

And not much utilization in making it beautiful.

I am to gather self & explain in a better way

World is nothing but the way we take it.

It moved always when we were not here

And will still go on when we will be no more.

But we are responsible for life we have got

And it is our pious duty to make it worth.

There should be no regret when it lapses

And its essential part is already gained.

I am trying poetic way but not got that skill

Composition not rhythmic & and ends in own.

So don’t know whether better than prose or so

But expect some perfection after some time.

It is essential to see a pattern in its course

But it is individuality also, unique to everyone.

I have not learnt from adepts how to compose

But have started of own without much thought.

But main thing is the continuous flow of pen

Whether it is rhythmic or not but has some idea.

When you do not get struck with stumbles

And also able to move without much effort.

Few things can be learnt & many are innate

Poetry is also like that & comes from heart.

Many great souls were not even educated

And were able to compose epics of great value.

It was compassion & helpful blessings of Almighty 
May be also some great event impacted them a lot.

But they found a way to sit solitary in meditation

And words erupting from mouths creating great music.

Let blessing of Mother Learning come to me too

I also then compose a little bit of some value.

Presently I don’t know whether doing any worth

But at times try to sit & bring out some inner self.

But some topics are required to start sincerely

And come out precisely in a professional way.

Putting views clearly & crisply on issues involved

And can write methodically in ways of giant ones.

Pawan Kumar,

May 25, 2014, Time 20:37 P.M. 

(From My dairy October 9,,2013, 23:20 Night)