A Little Craving

A Little Craving

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Deep stillness of my mind

I crave in the deep of my heart.

Where everything elopes in the one

And merges in identity of the Almighty.

Where all my happiness, agonies become alike

Where everything finds space in the calm ambiance.

When the cool, placid shadow of great tree

Shall try to take every one in its bosom.

When deep consciousness is there and I forget everything

When the Almighty himself is ready to embrace me.

The moments such I crave the most

And take the vastness of sky in my palm.

When I become ‘HE’ and He becomes me

There is no one but only me and He.

I shall think then goal of my life is accomplished

And the rest has come after long-long journey.

When the thinking takes me to ecstasy

When I find myself satisfied with my performance.

When my standards are consistently improved

When I am almost near to that ‘Ideal’ one.

When my mind takes me to depths of contemplation

When this pen starts writing the most beautiful mind.

When my strong craving is towards the higher ones

When I find self sitting in the feet of Buddha one.

When I stop babbling the unnecessary words

When I am able to fulfill my commitments.

When I become the trustworthy

And honesty, trustfulness and devotion imbibe in me.

I don’t want to be called as the inferior one

But if I am so today then shall not remain tomorrow.

I shall try to be really a gem

Whom the wise ones may probably recognize.

When I become part of the whole humanity

When all specks of universe become me.

Then no one is foreign and I am international

When all cosmic energy becomes part of me.

My words shall be today more articulate and meaningful

My life shall today be more lively and worthy.

My levels shall certainly improve today

And the richness of life shall amuse me.

I shall make my working atmosphere more placid today

Where work flow only be permitted to sound sweetly.

Where everybody realizes his responsibilities

And we become more duty-bound & disciplined.

Pawan Kumar,

15^th November’2014 Time 17:01

(From my Shillong dairy 17^th January’2001 Time 9:25 AM)

One More Awakening

One More Awakening

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With my closed eyes, I want to see the world

With my lame legs, I want to cross the world.

With my closed ears, I want to hear the world

With my closed temptations, I want to sense the world.

I am the one who has opened his eyes already

That sight is enough if I have power to grasp.

With my ears I have heard enough already

That listening is enough if I have power to grasp.

My legs have enough traversed the countries

My mind has enough traversed vast tracts of experience.

My temptations have already occupied me

Only thing remained unwavered is my will to conquer.

Life can be lived efficiently when we have desire to do so

It can be harnessed in the best way if we want to do so.

Will or desire is the supreme which shall take us to glory

With this we will just roam in the realm of darkness.

For seeing life you need not to traverse too far

It is always here, around you.

 Only thing required to open your eyes and realize it

Then you will find yourself more than quenched.

We need to dream greater than our life sizes

Otherwise we will remain far less than required.

Life is to live it fully

Otherwise tomorrow it may be repented that we lived even not.

What is it which makes us realize ‘completeness’

What is it which makes us sense ‘liberated’?

How can we feel the sense of ‘flow’

When we shall become one for which we are ‘incarnated’?

Darkness is enough; it requires a glow of light

A small ray of light makes flee the darkness.

A small ‘hope’ does away all thoughts of pessimism

A small ‘desire’ makes us a good Purusharthi.

These small-small things when added together

Become a great lump of enormous power.

Have you not heard ‘Unity is Strength’

The lesson the dying farmer given to his foolish sons?

The rishis of Upanishadas were seated in jungles

But from there only, were able to see the world fully.

Perhaps it is the silence of mind and serenity of environ

And above all again, the strong intension to do something.

Resources are necessary but the will is supreme

Perspiration is greater than will and inspiration is still greater.

Examination is next ahead and deduction is the final

If all these are combined in a man, success is not far away.

But what stops me to do even when I require to do

Perhaps it is my inertia or my laziness.

Or my non-realization or non-respect of the goal

Then how can I become in the class of greater ones?

The path to greatness is not possible for the fools

It is more than simple even for the wise ones.

They know it is in their waking only, they can relish the goal

Stopping shall mean the death of their pursuits.

Resting a while is only to invigorate will power & physical strength

But sleeping more than minimum, will take nowhere.

Waking can only take you to the conscious state

Sleeping only adds confusion & laziness to mind and body.

Make up your mind for the loftier things

Then you will complete tasks in the hand first.

Though there are correct steps for achieving any goal

But constancy in movements brings the desired results.

So be strong, do not waver – Stop not till the goal is accomplished.

-the word from Swami Vivekananda

Pawan Kumar,

6^th November, 2014 Time 16:19 Hrs.

(From My Shillong Dairy dated 24^th June, 2001, 06:10 PM)