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Monday 13 April 2015

Some Hopes

Some Hopes

Thoughts come to mind of ways to progress
Can communities suppressed for centuries have some hopes?

When there’re many suspicions in some ways or others,
They think selves as deceived without much of their faults.
When they become just carriers of development measures,
and benefits in actual are delusory and keep them devoid.

When admittedly many faults are fastened to them,
and they don’t selves much clamor for progress.
Reason may be not seen better world ever,
so remain glued to immediate past with no recluse.

Recently some light came by country’s democratic set up
Freedom brought noble thoughts & humane ways of treatment.
When people became focus of development measures,
and some help started trickling to marginalized also.

Some lamps started glowing & light scattered & scattered
Some of them got illuminated & relief soothed their souls.
Some smiles came on faces who did not feel that so far
May be that just platonic but bore some hopes.

That they’re also human beings & need equal treatment,
and there’ll be no mockery of their merits & virtues.
When they be also considered good or bad in real values,
and their development & training needs will be recognized.

When education started penetrating & removed ignorance,
and fields unknown so far were discussed in minds.
When their services were started getting recognized
& people started treating as their younger brothers.

Some hopes though not much, real success requires heroes
People need to be vocal, to raise their voices.
Need to come out of fears & develop leadership qualities
Not just complaining systems, but start reforming process.

They become complete human beings of sensitive minds,
and be illuminated by venturing into many fields.
They become well versed & educated in real sense,
and recognize their worth & forgive past bitterness.

This system was also theirs, may be on receiving ends
Now they must feel dearest needs to exit filthy ways.
Strong desire to cleanse selves & neighbors,
and wipe off all dirt deeply deposited in layers.

Gold remains gold even if buried in the filth,
Your soul is pious one, if able to bring forth.
Let that soothe a bit & feel better environment,
and give it progressive thought, which actually is need.

Everything will be possible, if have positive thoughts,
and look into ways, successful adopted in lives.
It is not they only; many suffer in one way or other
But are many success stories, which they also can learn.

There is not worry much, only to recognize worth
To harness ways & eradicate evils surrounding them.
Gain from benefits coming from energy saved,
Utilize in watchful manner, with eyes always on goal.

So never feel doomed, you’re much above environments,
As being creator of self, never feel deceived.
All troubles are challenges, only to be overcome,
Always see to stars & good people ever ready to help.

You’re not minority but huge mass of human beings,
And only need unity to become a greater force.
Never feel weak & humiliated, but strong & knowledgeable,
and prove relevance to world, if situation demands so.

Have good relations with government for its goodwill,
You really need attention to come out of childhood.
Certainly young in development schemes of providence,
so may need some help, don’t be shy to accept that.

When you don’t feel ashamed of present ones,
You are also children of same Adam & Eve as others.
Slight less disadvantaged situation should not lose heart
Think as a man of prowess to tread all troubles.

Share noble thoughts and honour much lovable
Give them respects when they really deserve.
Be partners in progressive ways of world,
and prove merits thinking self, second to none.

Whosoever is better in some ways or others,
Learn if you’re studious & sincere in thoughts.
Be good disciple of learning and understanding,
and be ready for coming challenges not seen so far.

Be trained & equipped, use resources in better ways,
Be worth in real sense, not only vices of jealousy.
Be sincere in ways and tread living the most,
Adopt management tools for self-development & others.

So there’re hopes & hopes, you just open eyes,
and illuminate ways for significant lives.


Pawan Kumar,
14th April’2015 Time 9:59 AM
(From my Dairy dated 22.09.2013, 12.00 Midnight)

Sunday 5 April 2015

Meditations

Meditations

Early morning, I am awakened since last 45 minutes
Something mysterious has risen from deep slumber.

Though not much anxiety yet mental agitation is abound,
Thought it better to stay with self than to just roll in bed.
How can one sleep when there is so much to do,
and keep self-aloof in myriads of requirements ?

When darkness is all-around, apparent is not light,
Heart’s lights are off and nothing is in sight.
When efforts are required to light up the scene,
and keep some illuminations to self-reveal.

Great souls have definitely tried self-journey
It is like to centre of Earth, or jetting beyond gravity.
Or like diving to the Mariana trench,
and bearing heavy ocean weight of 11 Km depth.

I don’t have apparatus & apparels for such diving,
Neither know to swim, nor deep breaths for surviving.
No propellers to overcome the great force,
Quite weak, ill prepared & just have idea glimpse.

Knowledge of vehicle & equipment, and technology to adopt
Proper plan to follow & specialist’s support.
Strongly require team’s leader & fuel for engine,
and proper climate, test-checkups, and high dreams.

Me a small miniscule & just embroiled in jilt
Require body’s preparations, removing all guilt.
Toughness & discipline strict are moment’s turquoise,
and covering all troubles by force of purpose.

Life’s ways are myriads, vast mountains to fathom,
Hurdles are enormous, and no goal is apparent.
Directions are blurred & no light indications glare
Just rolling / waving in motion as fluff in air.

Me brought into world by some elements combined,
They in selves are very mortal & liable to be withered.
All are like camphor and fluff of the cotton,
Very momentary, spontaneous & quite bottom.

Whole universe is composed of atoms & molecules,
So am I am of few billion cells & nerves.
They in selves are made of hydrogen, carbon, oxygen,
and some phosphorus, calcium, magnesium, or nitrogen.

They are everywhere, and I am from only them,
No difference is there as grown from cosmos same.
Everything is of me & me of every one,
Nothing is different and only sameness is there.

Yes some solace I find in soul & solitude,
Quite individual and self-surrounded.
Though outside sensations are a bit there
They just hint I am also part of whole here.

Otherwise in those moments, I am closeted in self,
To understand deepest mysteries of life & trials for help.
Life has a great term speaking eternity & continuance
Much beyond self, birth & death and daily nuance.

Life means all which exist all around
Nothing is foreign & all things are own.
That feeling takes away to far ages of fore
and past, future are its parts, present in its core.

Me is everything and everything is me
Nothing is distant much, just seek thee.
Everything is a little bit of me & gives smile
I am that you and you are me as well.

No distinction in eyes but revelation is must
Insight is necessary to check self’s aloofness.
Loathness & insensivities need good bashing,
Bringing mental alertness to keep in bosom.

That feeling of life and cry for mortification
Strong urge for pace with breath & imparting life.
When every moment finds some legacy & dignity
Some essence, worthiness, exactness & defining.

When minds like Seneca & Aurelius become friends,
and Epictus, Kant, Sopenheur, Goethe show you way.
When Patanjali teaches deep secrets of life,
and some ways to bring some discipline in self.

Stalwarts’ company is must for their glimpses.
Experiences did they are precious treasures.
We ordinary ones become their followers,
and take some lessons to uncover our hidden.

Questions & eagerness, zeal, ecstasy, curiosity are must
Only then path is possible to transcend.
Work is so much to do, sitting is suicidal
Awake, awake and know also other worlds.

Deep meditations & concentrations have power enormous,
Though haven’t experienced that though will at times.
If I start at one point that scatters to a lot,
Just find roaming quite worthless and result-less.

What should I meditate and how to do that,
Many lessons, some teachers claim to know.
Neither tried those books, nor twilights of knowledge,
Just remained devoid of direction, purpose & efficiency.

The word ‘power’ commands strength, effectiveness & efficiency
Knowledge, zeal, smile, confidence & inter-connections.
Enormous sensation of self with equanimity with blessed,
Using every bit of life in that concentrated state.

‘Meditations’ by Aurelius is a great book recommended,
Not read much though have opened some chapters.
But they are not just mind’s ramblings like mine,
They pick life’s essentials and speak true minds.

Just like confused souls, not knowing what to write,
How & what to choose to meditate and pronounce bright.
Some education can be if trial made with self,
What ways can be best to beautify the world?

With pen in hand, there should be no limits,
Paper is in plenty, enthusiasm is necessary blood.
When time permits to continue thought,
and like Jaishankar Prasad’s Kamayani erupts from that.

When Shakespeare comes & Kant becomes partner,
I become humble to take support of greater.
Like Kabir, Ravidas, Nanak, I also realize some salvation

Like Upanishad’s pupil, I vie some fine queries,
and find some teacher to reveal those mysteries.
When mind’s locks are opened & all interior in sight,
Deep resources hidden so far impart their glimpses.

When Minerva bestows her blessings for noble mind
Sincerity & discipline come with excellence in fold.
When inner’s diamonds are valued more than world treasures,
Those priceless, beautiful, shining beauties are with always.

When my conduct be noble and shed vices of enmity,
Jealously, hatred, foul discussion, aloofness & cruelty.
When I am able to cherish those noble Christian values,
Kindness, humility, righteous, equanimity, truthful,
Grateful, disciplined, self-faith, faithful, helpful,
and nature’s forces, piety, good company or so supports.

I remain steadfast in my created developed self,
which still needs groom, grind and polish.
Discipline both physical & mental should find space,
and never waver in the somber, dark world.

Expressions turn likeable and me supportive,
Good values and practice become daily life.
Churn best from self and shape & sharpen thoughts
Pen become worthy to create some really good.

This diary becomes rare jewel of priceless thoughts
Let that come from all clouds, tumults & tempests.
Because I am to rise from them only,
Then will find some place & time to own.


Pawan Kumar,
5th April’2015 Time 16:53 AN
(From my Dairy 03.09.2013 Time 5.27 Morning)