A Little Craving

A Little Craving

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Deep stillness of my mind

I crave in the deep of my heart.

Where everything elopes in the one

And merges in identity of the Almighty.

Where all my happiness, agonies become alike

Where everything finds space in the calm ambiance.

When the cool, placid shadow of great tree

Shall try to take every one in its bosom.

When deep consciousness is there and I forget everything

When the Almighty himself is ready to embrace me.

The moments such I crave the most

And take the vastness of sky in my palm.

When I become ‘HE’ and He becomes me

There is no one but only me and He.

I shall think then goal of my life is accomplished

And the rest has come after long-long journey.

When the thinking takes me to ecstasy

When I find myself satisfied with my performance.

When my standards are consistently improved

When I am almost near to that ‘Ideal’ one.

When my mind takes me to depths of contemplation

When this pen starts writing the most beautiful mind.

When my strong craving is towards the higher ones

When I find self sitting in the feet of Buddha one.

When I stop babbling the unnecessary words

When I am able to fulfill my commitments.

When I become the trustworthy

And honesty, trustfulness and devotion imbibe in me.

I don’t want to be called as the inferior one

But if I am so today then shall not remain tomorrow.

I shall try to be really a gem

Whom the wise ones may probably recognize.

When I become part of the whole humanity

When all specks of universe become me.

Then no one is foreign and I am international

When all cosmic energy becomes part of me.

My words shall be today more articulate and meaningful

My life shall today be more lively and worthy.

My levels shall certainly improve today

And the richness of life shall amuse me.

I shall make my working atmosphere more placid today

Where work flow only be permitted to sound sweetly.

Where everybody realizes his responsibilities

And we become more duty-bound & disciplined.

Pawan Kumar,

15^th November’2014 Time 17:01

(From my Shillong dairy 17^th January’2001 Time 9:25 AM)