Challenges To Self

Challenges To Self

I want to dream dreams of some progress

Present time just seems relaxed & a bit stagnant.

Providence has desired me to be ready for coming challenges

But alas I am not doing much to further existing stuff.

Technically so much knowledge is spread my nearby

But not much done with that to improvise concepts.

There is always a change in the great scheme of things

But adaptation is the only one way for survival.

I cannot closet self in den and expect great modifications too

Certainly need to be bold and come out of comfort zone.

Meet people who can help on time & as per requirements

And explain needs to help, they can render.

Design life and not loose what can become a reality

But move out, establish relations, bring smiles and be humble.

Be some contributor and not just the spectator of events

Enjoyment is there in others’ acts, but real mirth is own struggles.

Express self, leave fears and believe that you can do

But also do not disturb others without any good cause.

There are many good souls and are in a position to help

As self not good in many fields, so complementary is requirement.

So do not hesitate to accept own limitations & limited sphere

But with the giants’ help, broaden self’s horizon.

So find the ones needed in the present moments,

And design future clearly seeing into the things.

Some changes are imminent in the coming time

So be prepared for taking all those challenges.

In great designs of events, always expect some changes

There are always factors which all cannot be brooded now.

They will erupt sudden without any anticipation

And will give some turns or tend to delay designs.

But these are temporary only & will just pass own way

Then there will be regularity of those normal chores.

So you can design well in present good civilizations

But always be ready to meet out the contingencies.

Truly in the world around, there are great turbulence & havocs

Million lives are affected daily without their personal faults.

Challenges to authorities & dare devils don't accept status quo

And contrive their designs even to try the mightiest.

Man is never satisfied with present and tries to revolt

Pacifism is there in riches, knights or philosophers.

Or in the common public not finding self strengthened

But some elements then always are ill or good designing.

Whether right or wrong, main issue is unanticipated change

But even mighty begin fleeing after some resistance.

Sometimes they are able to crush those revolts

But it is not always easy to be successful.

Truly there are several great volcanoes & also little turbulence

And the petty changes will certainly come in the ways.

Be ready to come crowned in ordinary courses of world

And establish strongly that you can handle & handle.

You can keep your existence in all such changes

Provided you equip self with competencies & talents.

World at last remembers the really able persons

And gives its due respect to the pure souls.

Many characters, faces, styles and of varied natures

See their dispositions and how they take their lives?

People judge them in own ways, seeing their sincerity

And many a times, their judgment is correct also.

May be you don’t conform to established rules & expectations

Challenge them with intellect and question their relevance.

May be that not soothing to everyone in position

And they keep their interests high in mind & lives.

So greed is there of the assets and positions we occupy

And even a small threat seems to dwindle our positions.

So we become scary and try curbing those revulsions

And do not easily loose positions gained over the time.

But time is a great wheel and everything is churned into

We are also minuscule in great designs of providence.

He has his own design in greater scheme of things

And the ordinary ones remain mute spectators.

Truly the stronger ones lead the causes to happen

And hold powers to influence fates of many.

May be that we realize or not

But are constantly influenced by those mighty winds.

Whether politics, commerce, administration or knowledge to disseminate

We generally work imminently what comes to the fore.

We may be unsatisfied a little, and curse our own fates

But must realize them as forces working from behind.

Storms come and go and many times devastate completely

And tend to wipe out of civilizations, great epithet of knowledge gathered.

This is perhaps the Shiva’s Tandav and the black hole we call

Everything is taken into great vacuum & lost for permanently.

Our known history has seen big changes that changed the courses

They completely changed lives of many, may be for good or bad.

Concepts are daily changing, many a times just repetitions of past

And a great cycle always turns, showing different columns to world.

Man’s turmoil & tribulations are far less than nature’s big design

And many times man is just spectator not equipped to cope.

May be he is trying to understand each & every cause

But forces are great, which definitely world to face.

Our internal world is a small model of that greater one

We are also affected in same way as is a big brother.

Internally we are alike working in a pattern

But some of us are more equipped & trying to excel.

Man has progressed a lot though trials & undefeated spirit

He has taken on nature and tried to control its forces.

It is not that forces have become weakened

But preparations have adjusted him to face those forces.

His forewarning, reaction time & anticipation of forces to come

Contriving in his things, making nest so as to sit safely.

Safety equipments are daring those evil forces

And all daily preparations are for sustenance only.

Designs should be safe, sturdy, handy, understandable & easy

Then there are efforts required to mould into action.

And are manufacturing enterprises to take that part

And some sellers to profit after advertising to public.

Basic thing is to avail all those stuffs of requirements

And it should be in people’s affordability & knowledge.

Truly everyone is not able to take those great challenges

But there are ones who do & help world in a great way.

It is the indomitable spirit which strengths the muscles

And always be in motion, may any difficulty be there.

We are not to stop, may be fall of stumbling

Falling is not important as long as have willed to rise.

We will fall again & again and then rise & rise also

This is the only way we learn walking of our own.

Yes in beginning some support is required

But as we gain expertise, start taking care of selves.

Life is a learning process & there're ways to be skilled

But solutions don’t come, you have to approach them.

Aspire greater things and join the mighty ones

Be in club of excellent and company will benefit.

So dream high & be not satisfied with apparent mortality

Leave all the pity over self and other ones.

Life is to rise every day after night’s sleep

And look to the mighty Sun helping great in its way.

Always be motivated & motivate others for positive results

Win & let win in the most professional way you can.

Knowledge of one’s arena is need in present world of skills

So prepare self for all great things likely to come soon.

Pawan Kumar,

15^th June, 2014 Time 1:33 Midnight

(From My dairy dated 11^th October’2013 Time 9:05 AM)