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Sunday 8 June 2014

Looking Within

Looking Within

Early morning’s seer has sat to do something
But is perplexed what to brood and how to proceed.

He wants to write but good subject is not striking,
Goes to some events, and is unable to decide.
Fears that will be unable to construct the required,
And gets satisfied with the available small.

Though noble minded but novice, experimented not much
Just remains silent and amazed by others’ great works.
Has not agitated self much and is little inspired to try,  
So has remained unrevealed and half-opened.

When life is so precious, able to bring out the best
Why this immortal soul is unable to realize self?
Enough paper is available with pen to support,
Only the best should come out to speak of its own.

Exploration of self and its analysis properly
Smiling at self and purifying its every bit.
Making secret of atomic energy quite known to self 
And facilitating every bit to contribute the best.

All internalizations and workings of the mind,
will prepare seer for the great tasks to soon take.
Much more is expected beyond mediocre present,  
Which is just waiting when you will proceed.  

Seer observes mainly the self,
And inner world is his study book.
Doing research with near available material,
And same is out of sight for most mortals.

Seer is aloof so far except some tidings at intervals,  
And just in wait for correct time & mind’s suitability.
Raking so far is only little of vast uncultivated fields,
There is lot to do and the best cultivation is possible.

Nature is abundant so much around
but mind is petty & so its ill working.
Does not recognize worth and roams into insignificant,
and does not expand to the glories of cosmos.

Seer wanders, perplexed like Upanishad’s pupil
No teacher is in sight, and claimants seem tricksters.
Good reads are only solace than the physical teachers,  
And they compensate a little for self’s revelation.

Quite novice, unprepared, unquestioning and unaware
Looking ignorant to happenings all-around.
Not a keen observer even in good riches,
And is poor in spite of treasure everywhere.

Seer is bit aware of his inner turbulences
But does not know exactly & why happening.
No cure seems possible as surrounded are alike only
But still has deep desire to know what it is & why.

Seer often aspires to broaden the self
But fears of likely toil & time required.
This is his ill knowledge as everything is present
All resources are around, only industry is required.

He ponders at times of his present gloomy condition,
And clearly finds reasons hindering growth possible.
Lethargy, late waking, mental dullness and less enthusiasm
So are uncurious mind, procrastination and other evils many.  

He aspires to remove enemies & pursue noble virtues,
And goads self towards inner heaven’s gate.
That kingly empire is waiting impatiently
But worthy only will grace the throne.

Seer fears for not brooding such so far
That riches are possible, but what to do for them.
Can such arrangements be parts of his life,
And whether will he realize them?

Though seer is he but not much intelligent
Troubled inside but unable to cognize cause.
Thinks a little bit and that too is superficial, 
And not having tools to enable coming out.

What & how to leave to avail space for better
What to uncover to medicate the ills.
What habits to form to live a meaningful life
What paths to follow for adventure & sagacity?

Enhance life’s experiences to know all facets
Cannot afford condition where there is no change.
Light is everywhere but reflection is required,
And surface to strike to warrant self’s revealing.

Many infatuations and few paths & preventives
The former are stronger & not letting the move.
Hold fast not allowing freedom from clutches
And connive full in their evil designs.

But liveliness & prudence all vie to come out,
And have judged all such capriciousness & bondages.
Thinking all ways to attain the liberty,
And persuading self to attain the manhood. 

Stand erect and do not stoop or crouch
Speak out mind before howsoever he is great.
Respecting others means not  to compromise with self
Embrace humility but shun the conceit.

Some clarity is missed perhaps in previous lines 
both are the equally good virtues but need wise use.
Support each other and respect self & also others,
And never let self to stage of negligence & pity.

Continuity of thought and efforts for the goal,  
Checking availability of required resources at hand.
Clarity of thought & appropriateness of action
Use of optimum energy to bring out the best.

Some lore is required to sound as a flute
Stanzas to be fine and should seem right.
Hymning of its own the great notes,
And is amused in self to the morning lore.

Poetic heart and wisdom’s pen
Bring semblance of both sensitivity and facts’ den.
Realistic approach and high order of positive passions
Bring all solace and highest creativity
Educate both body & mind and remove all lethargy.   

Learning of self and mastery on it
Leave all dead stuff and accompany the truth.
Pipe the inner clarinet and sound the best tunes
Have all musical apparatus and play the cool.

Wording is difficult but will find some way
Poetry is simple may be not in perfect rhythm.
Words connections are there for some understanding
And meaning to the separate ones to enliven.

Needing Maa Saraswati’s blessings so as to write
Fill zeal in the mind to move from the status quo.
Always make pen & paper as friend & guide
And let me roam in all directions far wide.

Strifes are there so are the freedoms
Cuffs are there so are the keys to unlock.
Sickness & illnesses are there to grieve a lot
But are the cures also to relieve the patients.

So never be afraid of life’s wavering,
Will only make conversant of all possible revealing.
Will make more apt to face the diverse scenarios
and will not need sympathies of the crudes.

O my mind & guide, take help of the super guide,
and enlighten self for glorious life of understanding.
                                                                                                                       
Thanks.

 Pawan Kumar,
8th June'2014 Time 2 P.M.
( From My Dairy 27.08.2013 Time 7:50 A.M.)

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